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hello! actually, today wasnt as happy as it seems. but... shall maintain my joyfulness (:




by the way, the hockey girls say im a clean freak + a health freak! -smiles bitterly- am i! i mean, ok it isnt a bad thing. but then..... check out my room and you'll think otherwise! it's a collection of dustmites, and alot of rubbish by the way. so ok, i think i shall embark on a spring-clean after i come back from hongkong. 

and oh my! hongkong trip is coming! excited =D

it's been a good month into the hols

in two weeks we'll be flying off to hongkong with our hockey sticks
in three weeks we'll be packing for camp @ SSS
in four weeks we'll be chillin' at kukup
in five weeks we'll be getting ready for christmas service
then...

school reopens !

time to get serious about the hols, i haven't done anything much besides retail therapy and lots of chilling outzx. having Rpapers or not isnt the question at all. my hols are going into the dumps if i don't start making it more meaningful and productive (yes, besides trainings...)

i am going on a book hunt. maybe start packing my room after the house's done,  it's in an utter mess. intending to get a holga/fisheye (wynnie! still waiting for you!) prepare xmas cards... (right, good to start early... the process is crazy). and some other personal commitments ayada.

ruiqi & i went suntannin' at sentosa today. i'm a funny uneven shade of colour now because the sun was on my left side. yeah, i'm a little red on my left but my right arms and legs and back and shoulders are still the same... it looks quite comical haha. my dear friend then mentioned something which struck me....... shan't share too much here. sometimes passing remarks reflect the kind of person friends see in you, no? no not those kind of "ya actually you are a little rounder" comments which happens to me all the time, thank you very much. more of the "it's your stubborness la..blahblah" kinda comments, if you get what i mean. friends are the ones who usually 'see' your habits and attitudes, which sometimes you knowingly or unknowingly sweep under the carpet. whatever the case, thank you ruiqi, you made a comment which made me reflect on myself a little more. hahaha ask me about it ok ok ok!

today witnessed God's healing powers..... i am so privileged to be God's child! He's an all-know-it doctor. emotional lows, spiritual tiredness, physical sicknesses... He heals everything. yay 

more next time! goodnightszx!

watched titanic on wednesday and thursday. channel 5 aired it. all time favourite classic! cried at the part where jack froze to death in the atlantic ocean.......................... okay. leonardo di caprio has that charm.. you know!

ok actually im very tired, i cannot rmb everything i wanted to write

but anyway, i went on tracyeinny's twice. first time i saw this dress i really really really really REALLY liked and then i was too late... sold out. now again i saw this shirt which i reallyreallyreallyreallyREALLY liked and they replied saying everything's either pending/sold, just yesterday. i made my orders like, 1 hour after they posted please. so yeh.. havent gotten any news so i bet its more or less..thats it already. im so sad la! but ok.... better things ahead to look forward to.

ah that reminds me, thank God for today. managed to keep the main thing the main thing. (: